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Another sian time to blog.. before I take a nap.. =.= actually nothing to blog about also because I Don’t usually share my thoughts… =.= so… KNN PROTIEN ORDER SO LONG HAVEN’t come !

** Sleep **

Hi all,

I seldom blog I think I am too bored and tired that is why I am here. I am
tired, tired of finding it. Some people found it some people don’t.

Some people try, I think I am trying lol, but I am tired, I never seem to
really find it.. Sometimes I thought I had it. But actually it is fake it is
just an illusion that I had it.

I try and sometimes I stop trying, after awhile I try again, eventually when I
thought I finally got it, it isn’t there. Disappointed. Angry. Frustrated.
Maybe others may thought that I had it.

But I never really ever had it, or maybe I have it, but I couldn’t recognize
it. I am tired now, maybe it is time again…… to stop trying and block out
this mental battle.

I am not sure if I ever really felt sad for myself. But 1 thing is for sure I
feel frustrated and angry, when I am feeling frustrated it is interpreted as my
mind knows that I can find it, it is just that I am using the wrong method? Maybe?
or the wrong perception of looking at things.

I am tired.

Normally when we strife for changes that we define as good. Some times we lost certain values of ourselve that we had before we even change.

So why do we still desire to change for most people they prefer not to change because they fear the unknown, they don’t know what will they lost or gain when they make that change.

The fear(pain) outweight the good things(pleasure) that might be awaiting them. But how do we define something as good, is it just an illusion that it is good? It is just the belief we insert to that object or that change that make us thing that it is good?

What I think is that good values should not be forsaken no matter what the changes might bring. So finding back our values is more important then all the good in the world!! muhahaha too long never blog liao type something here

hello guys,

Sat 21 July I was working as a waiter at suntec there is a function going on there and it is 1000pax = 1000 people buffet. It is terrible all this 1000 people are very special (specially Kiasu!!).

When there is no more food at the buffet I went to top up the food and these people will like pig man they keep grabbing the food even before I put it on the table and after I put it on the table within 2mins the food will be finish again!!

Food like fried rice, prawn, chicken all finish within 1-3mins from the time i take it out, walk to the buffet line and put the food on the buffet, that is not it! This people are real pigs man, you know the metal thongs and scoop you use to take the curry or prawn from the buffet line.

These pig actually use that big scoop and thongs and eat and ignoring the plastic fork and spoon we gave them OMG, and it is even worse some of them use their own spoon with saliva on it and immediately take from the buffet line and everybody is like sharing saliva I think.

What did you think I am doing lol, I was topping out the food and making fun of them at the same time, a auntie walk pass me with 20-30 prawn on her plate and say to me "Ayio Singaporean ar all so kiasu" =.= Look at her own plate before saying other people please lol.

Hi all viewers,

Today is sunday, I when to church in the morning as usual and I went home later to watch.. I know yOu all are going to say I am childish lol watch some cartoon. But that is not the highlight of this blog.

I always tell myself to exercise and said something in my mind like OK today i am going to do it or 30mins later i am going to go down and jog, but my laziness always win me. My laziness will say like "Ayia yOu just eaten need time to digest your food" or "Later got the nice tV show need to watch" or "I am lazy and i don want to work" or "I got a feeling if i keep OR OR OR, it would get very boring"

After I watch finish my cartoon at around 12pm+  I actually wear my running shoes change into my sport pants.. bla bla bla and when out to exercise! incase yOu all don know that I am quite lazy when it comes to exercise other then playing basketball.

It had being like 2 years since I when out and exercise lol, I play basketball sometimes but I never when out and just jog around my blocks for 30mins before. Actually I felt tired and was lazy to go out and exercise.

But I am glad I did.! maybe I am actually quite hardworking after all, after running for like 30mins i when home and didn’t felt tired at all, I felt like I had lose weight and my body is lighter.

Maybe I am going crazy lol, but after a long thought(afew seconds…) I came to realize that when I am exercising I am training my body or mind something like that and losing the sweat therefore making me more energetic and awake.

Maybe I am going to try that tomorrow again, so if yOu guys see a guy wearing specs in orange shirt running around in woodlands and yOu want to get to know him more yOu know who to find
 

So unlucky.. Sunday night when i was about to go to bed.. i felt a vomiting feeling.. but i don care!! muhaha I thought to myself maybe I eat too much and when on sleeping.

At around 3:50am I could remember.. I woke up felt a urge to vomit and rush to the toliet!! vomited feel better after i vomit like drinking liquor like that vomit liao feel better..

After i vomit Stomach pain.. then diaherro.. after i bath finish when back to bed.. At aroun 8:15am woke up decided to go to school, when i had the stupid vomit feeling again then I rush to the toliet to vomit again muhahaha.

This time there is no food left in my stomach! guess what i vomit out? my STOMACH!! nah joking… i vomited out water just water.. I then decided that it wouldn’t be very pleasent if i vomit in the class. So i decided to take a day off. Fever come after 1 or 2 hours and I decided to drink alot of water. and sleep through the day.

Although I didn’t really sleep through the day I sort of lie on my bed for 8hrs in the morning to evening.. and sleep for 3-4hrs like that. The rest of the time i just spend time on my bed thinking. 0.o

It is tuesday now and I felt so good already!! not like yesterday or sunday night.. It is hell for me. Anyway muhahha 1 more dayb before i can eat oily food!

Hi all today go eat buffet!! not just any buffet you guys know..! it is the!! ARLAME buffet.. i think is spell like that la..

Anyway is we pay a amount and we sit there order anything on the menu the chef cook for us.. but guess what DUDES>!! i don need to pay! muhahaha cause my manager is treating us.

We had being working at zoo Ben and Jerry for more then 1 year and some is 2year plus (ME) so we get to eat for free, Can claim from company.

The food there is Damn nice for free food.. if I had to pay for it.. I think it is 68/100. The egg is like free one.. I order oyster fried egg and scallop fried egg.. the oyster is so little and the scallop LOL this is the first time i see any scallop that small , slightly smaller then a 10 cent coin! omg 0.o

For the egg they give Alot of egg and afew oyster and scallop so unfair.. but free one so whatever.!

The main highlight is the chilli crab and the cereal prawn i think. yummY anyway after today.. erm must have at least put on 500Grams!

GTG bye

Signing off

Daniel

Haiz.. hello guys.. staying at home is freaking boring….. it is just being 2hours after i wake up.. and i already feel like dying of boredom.

Reading the books that i borrowed in the library but i don know why.. looking at there is so many things that i still need to learn makes me demoralize.

Looks like going to rain soon =.= how to play basketball like that.. eRm.. Poly results are so slow.. and there is always not enough money to go around.. guess I would have to start saving some money soon.

So many things to do and yet i felt bored at home lol. something must be wrong with me.. =.= ok .. guess i going out for a walk later to see if something fresh, something new to do pop out in my mind later

Hi all,

To people who read although i doubt that people will read lol.. staying at home on sundays is kinda sux.

boring, and i need to apply for my polytechnic thingy which i have no idea how to do it..
Plus i don know weather i am going to NS first or Poly first.. both have their own good points !$&^%(&^%*^$&$%#$%.

Haizz.. to long never make life changing decisions guess i kinda sux like a sissy like that don know which one to choose.. lol..

And tomorrow is Monday!! shit.. suddenly no job or monday and no money guess i will just have to rot at home.. till i rot to death..

I need to have a goal NS or polytechnic first.. then i can go out full force to pursue this goal.. but time is running out for me.. have to make my decision fast.

Alright enough for this boring blog.. i am going to watch VCD muhahaha.

Signning off

Daniel was once here.

.. . oh man.. i guess the mosquito in yishun are all females.. i when to there for less then 8 hrs.. and when i reach home..

I bath… eat something drink some water.. and while i was slacking watching tv.. i got bored… and i start counting and there are over 34BITES damn itchy from my legs to my hands..

Guess Mosquito from yishun are 99% female and had never taste the blood of a sweet guy like me lol.. Or maybe guys living in woodlands have sweeter blood..

Signning off the scratch my hands my legs and my waist.. Cya.